Hmmm.... The thing that make me proud of myself ? Actually i don't really have the specific thing that can make me proud of myself this is because i always fell proud in whatever i do. For me, if we are not proud with the thing that we do then nobody will proud of us. So, proud of yourself first then you can hope or having a dream that other people would proud of you.
First and foremost, the first thing that i could assume make me proud is, i manage to get an offer from Universiti Pendidikkan Sultan Idris to continued my studies in diploma's level. Actually i would never thought to get an offer from UPSI due to my bad result especially in my mathematics subject. Before this i have tried to apply many university before such as UITM but i was failed to be accepted. Thats gave a big impact to me because every time i met or bump into my friends they will ask what i do? where did i study? So that kind of questions really annoying me because i didn't have an answers for that. Moreover, what are the things that make me more annoying is my aunt ( youngest sister of my beloved mom ) always make fun of me and keep comparing me with his nerd son. When ever she came to my house she will talk about her son that was so good in studies and now continued his master n so on. With that i have put in my mind that i will further my study in STPM first then i will apply for university but all of sudden my best friends Abu Hurairah found an advertisement about UPSI that offering a course for diploma so i was straight away bought the bitara id and applied. Now i could says that i am proud of myself because i manage to proceed my study at university.
Secondly, i also now can proudly say that i have make my parent especially my mom proud with me. This is because now i have move one step ahead to achieved their's dream that want to see one of theirs children to a teacher. I have two big sister and one big brother, the three of them didn't have a chance to be a teacher due to their's past mistake. But my parents never say anything they just keep quiet and hold that feelings to them self and thats what make me even hurt because i want them to die with satisfaction that at lease one of theirs children be a teacher and now i am the only children that they have to fulfill their's dream so like it or not i will take that responsibilities in order to make them dies in peace.
Thirdly, hurmm... What are the other things that make me feel proud of myself is now i am start to use e-mail. Before this i never care about that service. Before this whenever my fellow friends said about e-mail i would automatically say that using e-mail is just a waste of time but now since i have entered to UPSI i started to learn how to use e-mail because there's a lot assignment need to be submit by using e-mail. So, to my fellow friends before that i said e-mail is not relevant i would like to says sorry, it was my stupid and childish statement.
Last but no least, i proud of myself because now i am taking care of myself without the help from my parent . Before this my parent do everything for me, the will organize my finance, my food, my cloths and all that but now since i came to Tanjong Malim i have to handle everything myself from head to toe. At first it was quite hard for me but i am getting use to it. Thats why i am pround of myself.
In conclusion, that a few things that make me proud of myself and no matter the things that make us proud is just a small or big matter make sure you guys proud of it because you are the one who going through all of that experience so just be proud of it.
xoxo: emi eman
